Amelia is at the stage where she recognised and loves watching aeroplanes.
In the middle of breastfeeding, she would stopped and looked outside the window whenever she heard the sounds of an aeroplane. My heart aches a little whenever this happens. Because I too, wants to be on a plane right now. I want to see my family. The fact that I don’t know when that is ever going to happen makes me sad. Of course we have been lucky.. we are safe and there’s always internet and video calls.
But it’s not the same is it. I am quite close and attach to my family and this separation and not knowing when we can be reunite again gives me a lot of anxiety. Here’s hoping and praying it wont be long until I can physically be with them again!
